Muree Ke Yaaden.
December na janay kyon a jata hai, Na janay kyon wo zakhm puranay wo yaaden purani wo baaten purani yaad dilanay, sardiyon ke shamon me sard hotay hue jism o qalb ko sulganay.
Na janay kyon bhoolta nahi wo waqt wo chand lamhay jinho ne meri zindagi badal de thi….
Hamari zindagi….. aur us zindagi k bas wo chand haseen pal…. aj meri zindagi ka meri yaadon ka hissa han….Wo muree ke yakh basta wadi…. us wadi me chalte san san barfeli hawaen…. rooh ko , jism ko, jama denay wali hawaen…. aur usper tumhara hanstay hue chekhtay hue shokh aur chanchal lehjay me ….. barf k golay banana……. mujh pe phenkna….wo mera tumhary pechay bhagtay phirna…..
wo tumhary rukhsaar ko bay irada na janay kyon hathon me thaam kar choom lena….. aur yakh basta hawaon ke thand bhi us lamhay tumhari nikalti hue garm sanson me ……. kahen gum se ho jate thi……
Tumhara yeh kehna…. k mai ap ke hon……. tumhara wajood hi mujh me zam kar deta tha…… tumhari masoomiyat, tumhari baaten tumhari adaen…. tumhari baaten….. yahi sab….. yahi sab meri zindagi ka mehvar then….
Meri zindagi to bas yahen tham gaye hai k….. ” Aisay hansti thi wo aisay chalte thi…… Chand k jaisay chupti aur Nikalti thi…” bas yahen to ruk gaye zindagi meri….. Tumhara chalna, tumhara hansna , tumhara bolna, tumhara mujhe un shookh nazron se dekhna…… tumhara wo gallon’ pe hath rakh k sochna…… tumhara wo kabhi kabhi sanjeeda ho jana….. aur puchna …… hamara kya hoga….. ham kab milengay……. wo mera tumse kehna “Mohabat Khush Gumaan Hai… Allah Hamary Sath Hai…. Tum Meri ho bas meri sirf meri”……
Wo us din hotel k kamry me chimnee k samnay baith kar green tea petay hue aik dosray ko kan ankhiyon se dekhna… wo mera tumhe ankhon ankhon me chairna…….aur tumhara….. sharmatay hue lajatay hue mujhe dhaka detay hue bolna ……… ap na….. bas ……. bahut badtamez han ….. jaen mai nahi bolte ap se…….
Aur mera muskuratay hue senay se laga lena…… aur tumhara wo mery senay pe hath marna …….
Muree ke yakh basta hawaon me….. aik garm cofee aur shayad us se ziada tumhary wajood ke , tumhary ahsas ke tumhari rooh ke tumhary jism ke garmi ne ……. meray khayalon pe kabhi sard mohri taari nahi honay de…… Har lamha roshan raha mera jahan juz tery ahsas se…….
Muree ke un wadiyon me …… jo hamne sath kheltay hue …… barf se aik mujasima tarasha tha…….. jisko tumne meri hat aur mera coat pehna diya tha…….. aur kaha tha…….. januuuu yeh to app hooooooo……… aur hamne usko kafi der dekha tha……. aur tumne to uske photo bhi le thi na………. jana….. jana wo mujasma aaj pighal gaya hai……… jana wo mujasma……… waqt k hathon haaar kar dhal gaya hai……..
Jana Aaj tum nahi ho……. mery pass nahi ho……. haan…. kahen nahi ho…… kho chuka hon mai tumhe…….. per jana……. aaj muree ke un yakh basta hawaon ka soch kar mera wajood bhi jum jata hai…………..
Mujhe muree ke un wadiyon se, un hawaon se ……. khauf ata hai bahut khauf ata hai…………. Life is nothing without you……. Teray bina bhi kya jeena…..
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wonderful discription! aik lamhe k liye laga k hum ye read nahi karahai balke dhek rahai hain..
or rahi baat yadon ki insaan dunya mein anai k baad jo kuhc bhi iosay milta hai rishtai,dost anything ios k kho janai ka insan ko hamasha khonai ka khoof rehta hai ..lakin yadein wo cheez hain jo kabhi nahi khoti hamasha inssaan k saath rehti hain iosay kabhi tanha nai karti..
THANKS for sharing…